tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34741497139232729372024-02-08T02:14:11.754-08:00My Crazy New LifeKaach1http://www.blogger.com/profile/01783568175774720618noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3474149713923272937.post-28579088513534922512011-07-07T19:31:00.000-07:002011-07-07T19:31:10.265-07:00Tired and still life is not letting up....I am sorry for not posting in a while... Here is the update: I spent a month with my daughter and to my liking, she is doing great. She has her new job and is the joy of her office. My granddaughter is two and a typical child (a bit on the demanding side but normal). She is able to pay her bills and still have money left over to furnish her apartment (slowly). So my worries about leaving (when it comes to her) are almost null.<br />
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My son, who has been struggling after his divorce and struggling to find work, got a job. He is going to work for a global energy company in mid July. He took his physical and passed and now just needs to take a test then he is off to a norther state for his new life. His son is 3 and just a joy. We are all worried that his ex-wife is not ready for him to move so far away but this job is a life starter. My son had to take it since jobs like this come along once in a life time... So with him being my true last worry is slowly easing.<br />
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Now that everyone is taken care of life is still throwing me curves... I am only working part time at my school and it does not pay well. With this being said, it is enough for me to get to the UAE and start my new life there, but now I have to help raise the money to get my son to his new job in two weeks... The funds are running low and I am at my end... I told my son that I would not go if it was a choice between me or him... But I can not do that.... I have to go.... this is the start of my life as well... I have given everything up for this adventure and everything up for my kids.... How does a mother choose???<br />
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I do have one last resource, to raise funds, but since my divorce 10 years ago, I have borrowed money once. I paid it back when I said I would. And that was to take a class to finish my teachers certificate. I pride myself in taking care of my life. Doing what's needed to be done to make things work. It was not easy but I did it... Now, I will have to ask again and it is killing me... I went last weekend to ask but could not bring myself to ask... Now I will have to, I have no choice, logic is there, I know why, I know I will pay it back, but my pride is holding me back... I know "Pride go-eth before the fall"...<br />
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I will keep you posted if I actually ask this weekend.... this is just a trial that I have to over come....Kaach1http://www.blogger.com/profile/01783568175774720618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3474149713923272937.post-53235920995459258842011-05-26T23:23:00.000-07:002011-05-27T07:08:52.009-07:00The steps.......Welcome to my day. It started out kinda crazy. I was driving to work and listening to my song and got all teary eyed. I have no idea why. The only thing I think is that I am getting impatient for my docs to come back. They will get here, I just have to wait (not my strong suite).<br />
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So here are some of the things I have to get done before I hop on the jet <a href="http://youtu.be/XyQ1znMc3og">http://youtu.be/XyQ1znMc3og</a>.<br />
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Finish doc process<br />
Move out of apartment<br />
Sell bed<br />
Store my 42 years (in 4 boxes)<br />
Kiss my Kids and Grandkids so they remember me<br />
Cook meal for my friends so they don't forget me<br />
Pack my suite cases and not let them go over 50lbs<br />
Digitize resources<br />
Get more passport photos<br />
Get physical<br />
Get new glasses<br />
save 1000 to 2000 bucks to live on.<br />
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these next two months are going to go by so fast.Kaach1http://www.blogger.com/profile/01783568175774720618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3474149713923272937.post-32988063883635493512011-05-24T19:36:00.000-07:002011-05-24T19:36:01.704-07:00<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Here is a song that has become my inspiration. I will post more as I get inspired</span><br />
<a href="http://youtu.be/tCvMKcNJCAY">http://youtu.be/tCvMKcNJCAY</a>Kaach1http://www.blogger.com/profile/01783568175774720618noreply@blogger.com1